This long distance thing is getting to me, but not b/c of the distance. The gentlemenfriend's laptop took a dive a week or so ago and he lost his cell a bit before then. So now both of the usual modes of communication are lost, with no apparent sign of being restored to what it once was, and not talking to him for long periods of time is starting to take it's toll on me. I feel like we're not even dating anymore, which isn't the case obviously, but damn it. I mean...I think I would feel better about this if it was like a planned radio silence, but it came w/o warning, and it's left me feeling way more wanting than I like. I feel that stupid nagging feeling all the time to see his stupid smile (it's not stupid, I love his smile, but I'm not exactly being an adult right now lol) b/c just that would at least let me know that I've still got his attention b/c...chicks need that shit.
Awful, I know. How did this happen? Fucking feelings, man. ~.~
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